I don’t want to work on this chapter. I really, really don’t. I am so tired of reading the same words over and over and straining to improve it. It’s so hard and I’m so tired. I’d really like to just go back to bed. I wish I could just sink into my pillow, cover up to my ears and close my eyes–just sink into sleep like a warm bath. My eyes do not want to stay open and that only makes concentrating and editing that much harder. But, I have to do it. I just have to do it. If I quit, if I lose even more momentum than I already have, I might just stop altogether. And, I don’t want that. I really want to finish what I’ve started.
I really, really hate it when I read a fanfiction and find out it is incomplete and the author has no plans on ever finishing it. That’s so disappointing. It’s like, why did you post it if you were going to just give up on it? I say that, but I know it happens and I know how it happens. Even if I do understand…I don’t want to be that person. So, I have to finish…thus, I must end this and make myself edit.